I am a guy of my word for this! No one will finally know what I write on my blog already. This is because I HAVE REMOVED THE LAST LINK TO HERE! My MSN!! Hahaha.. Now only close friends and very close friends will know. Those that have linked me to their blog! Hahaha..
I think examinations are not that bad after all. Once you know how examinations are like, you will not feel like how I felt just now. Like how the entire world is above you. Telling yourself that your life is rotten. What you chose for your future job is a whole book of worthless engineering formulas. Thats how I feel.
Its a complicated feeling. If you are me and you entered Engineering as your course, and knowing that all your friends who are in different course who have graduated like in arts, having a grand graduation and showcasing their final work. You start to realize, what will I get once I graduated? If I have a graduation showcase, what will be in my showcase? F=ma? Formulas? Thats like crap man..
The thought of it just pulls me down. Big time. I want a good graduation. I don't want some normal graduation. For every part of your life, you cannot get it back. Once it is gone, its gone. And when you finish one phrase of your life, you will follow that path whether you like it or not. A Diploma in Mechatronic Engineering is surely gonna make me an engineer working for other people. Not me. Totally not me.
I am going to break the chain of evens coming up in the future.. I am going to look back at this blog post and tell myself that what I am reading now is true. That when I study Engineering, I won't be an Engineer in the future! I am going to be an Entrepreneur! WAIT AND SEE!